It's Important To Smile...

Hello!

Fri, 29 Oct 2004 21:02:28 GMT

HEY Y'ALL!!!! It's been quite a while. I miss all of you, and I'm actually just putting and entry in to hear from some of you. But to make it worthwhile, I'll bless y'all with a brief update of my life:
Furman is the bomb-diggety. I love everything and most everyone here. Most of my friends have been surprisingly guys from my brother hall. They're all awesome...well, most of them. There are so many other hot guys here...my best friend, Ellis and I sit out by the lake every afternoon and watch them while we pretend to do work...Homecoming is next weekend, and one of my friends asked me to go. At first I said yes, but then I started thinking that he liked me, so we talked, and so we aren't going together...It's I guess a nice problem to have...Um, so now I don't know if I'll even have a date...the guy I kind of have a crush on is amazing, but he asked another girl on my hall to go to homecoming last night. Even though I wasn't expecting him to ask me, it hurt...kind of like what happened with prom last year, but this time I wasn't led on...I was so thrilled to come up with this consoling thought: By the guy not asking me, it's forcing me to just think of him as a friend, so I'll get to know him better as a person anyway-woohoo, or should I say, woot!
Enough with boys, they can be so depressing...but so amazing as well...I've never been so boy-crazy in my life...I feel like I should be in high school or middle school...oh well...
I'm tempted to try drinking, but I think I'm gonna wait until I'm just dying to, ya know? I thought so...
I got cookies from my secret sister today, and she gave me icing and sprinkles to decorate them myself! Yes!
I need to think of a good costume for Halloween parties-any suggestions???
I miss y'all, so call me or comment, I don't know...Whatever floats your boat floats mine. Take care!

Piddle Diddle

Fri, 13 Aug 2004 23:47:03 GMT

Hey guys! It's been a while. I've been so bored since I got home. Seriously, I've been listening to country and sleeping the past week, other than exercising today with Tyler Anne. So give me a call if you're still in town! I need stuff to get my mind off Colorado, and I don't want to lose touch with y'all. Peace!

It figures

Sat, 03 Jul 2004 21:20:34 GMT

Alright, for those of you who haven't figured it out- I'm through...I don't want to sound like a completely needy, possessive freak, but I've been forgotten too many times. I'm through with feeling dragged along, forgotten, feeling like I'm reaching and stretching to make friendships go on. Friendships are two way streets, and all of my supposed friends from the past couple of years don't seem to agree. I feel like if i miss one lj event, I'm left in the dust. There's a clich who always does stuff together and invites people to go along for supposed share in fun but it actually feels like those special few who are invited or who are able to come on those exciting escapades to Borders and Parkway and Screen on the Green are really just being used as some sort of a fan club. I'm sick of high school, now especially because I'm sick of scraping and clawing to keep relationships going and even in trying to do that it's never taken to heart because i'm simply forgotten. So this shouldn't stay in your minds long, whatever...i'm out, and that's it. sorry for being so negative, but that's how i feel, so now i'm gonna go forget my pains and continue on in search for those few true life-long friendships...i miss y'all, but i don't miss the one-way street...so have fun guys, peace out!

Sat, 03 Jul 2004 16:12:52 GMT

Guys, i'm out...figure that out.

Interesting

Sat, 19 Jun 2004 21:24:07 GMT

You're sweet, but not naive - though you like to be babied like a child at times. You prefer to have a bad boy by your side, but sometimes have problems understanding why he has to run off to take care of business. You want to settle down, yet deep down inside, you are excited by the surprises life throws your way.

Take the What Pulp Fiction Character Are You? quiz.

Quicky

Sun, 13 Jun 2004 03:32:18 GMT

Here's just a brief overview since i have a few interesting things and i don't feel like typing much cause i'm tired and have church tomorrow:

-started work at the summer day camp at school...really, just orientation...several surprises: 1. lyndi gets to work with me (my sister) 2. win's working (wasn't suppose to) 3. head group leader for seven year olds 4. get to work with my best friend at summer camp who makes me laugh nonstop (we get annoying cause we laugh so much, but sucks for everyone else who doesn't laugh, but then again, maybe we're being clicky) 5...well, i'll keep you posted

-mom found a bunny on her walk on friday...fits in one palm...named it fufu/ baby

-stepped on an earring which jabbed into the bottom of my foot this morning on my way to answer the door for Carl who gave an awesome Cutco presentation who convinced my mother to buy a surprisingly good amount of new kitchen cutlery

To Be Continued...maybe

In the meantime: Peace!

I'm Mormonized

Sat, 12 Jun 2004 15:38:55 GMT

My Mormon name is Bimberly Summerisa!

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Adventures at Borders Books

Tue, 08 Jun 2004 19:41:20 GMT

Stephen reminded me that i recently went to Borders to find a new Bible for next year to replace my Teen Study one,and while I was there, I unexpectedly encountered a very interesting character...So my sister and I were climbing on the shelves trying to look at different books, and this old grimey man walks up and jokingly asks to give my sister a leg up. He kind of chuckled underneath his greasy hair, two-inch-thick glasses from the eighties, armpit-stained-twenty-year-old t-shirt, and paint-caked and holey jeans. We proceeded looking through books when he point at my butt and asked what it was...I was like, "nasty, gross man! leave me alone!" only in my head though...i looked down at my pump and told him what it was...he said he was a diabetic but on shots and talked kind of incoherently about it for a good twenty minutes in response to my nods and yesses. He told me about his trailer park, his singleness, his past of drugs and drinking,and his silver truck...then we finally left after he patted me on the shoulder and told me to "stay active."

So when we got in the car, my mom and my sister were like, "um..you were a little too nice to that guy...he was so weird...you shouldn't be that nice to strangers." I agree, but I didn't want to be rude either...then I started looking around me for a stalker in a silver truck...what if i was too nice...eww! scary!

So I learned a lesson that you're suppose to learn before kindergarten: never talk to strangers, or if you must never be exceedingly nice cause you could get hurt?

Life is so difficult and confusing sometimes...when I'm mean, I regret it, so then I'm nice, and still I regret it...

Peace!

Sun, 30 May 2004 18:15:42 GMT

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Congratulations, you've made it to adulthood.

You're emotionally mature, responsible, and unlikely to act out.

You accept that life is hard - and do your best to keep things upbeat.

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Yes! I'm so sick of people treating me like a kid...yes, that includes most of you...oops...sorry...i really do love you all, but i do get frustrated at times...

Peace!

I'm Back

Thu, 27 May 2004 00:55:00 GMT

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Whatever floats your boat...Call me!

Sad

Sun, 16 May 2004 03:26:01 GMT

Frown

Gah...i feel like if i were only here longer people would be more sentimental or something like they are with everyone else...

Thu, 13 May 2004 06:08:16 GMT

Smile

Wed, 12 May 2004 06:05:11 GMT

ME

name: Kimberly

age: 18

birthday: 4/8/86

mailbox #: 6688

most said thing: sorry i'm so weird, i'm such a ditz, perhaps, gross, yes, indeed, i suppose

NERVOUS HABITS

Do you bite your nails? no

Can you raise one eyebrow at a time? kind of, only one, but not really...i have problems winking

Can you blow smoke rings? no, but i can blow bubble rings underwater

Can you blow spit bubbles? yes, when i'm lucky

Can you flare your nostrils? sure

Can you cross your eyes? i suppose

Tattoos? ouch!?

Do you make your bed daily? mostly

CLOTHES

Which shoe goes on first? usually right, i'm american

What jewelry do you wear 24/7? my PROMISE ring!

Favorite Piece of Clothing? my green Greystone t-shirt

Pajamas: pants and a t-shirt around the house, shirt and undies in bed cause I can't stand it when things wrap around your legs- gross!

FOOD

Have you ever eaten Spam? no

Favorite Ice Cream? mint chocolate chip, peppermint, chocolate

How many cereals in your cabinet? two? hopefully cheerios...ps-I love the commercial with the grandmother telling her grandson where all their relatives live and then she says at the end that they'll always be together and the little kid's just like, "I wanna eat the freakin' cheerios grandma!"

What utensils do you use to eat pizza? hands, unless it's flimsy, then i use a fork and knife

GROOMING

Do you shower or bathe? shower

How long does your shower last? average of 15

Hair drying method? air dry for about 15 minutes, the blow dry

If that fountain of youth existed, would you drink it? "small doses over time to just slow my aging curve a little"- i'll stick with carl on that one- good idea!

Would you rather have genital herpes or be 50 lbs. overweight? TAS!!!!!!!!! overweight, then i could sue Subway for being too expensive

Do you swear? not really...oh, and i love that song-by the moon and the stars in the sky

Do you ever spit? not really

WHAT'S YOUR FAVORITE?

Animal: horses....but at home? cats cause they don't stink and I have a strong sense of smell

Food: um....cheese or chocolate...henri's, la madeleine's chicken ceasar salad-mmmm-yummy!

Month: springtime

Cartoon: arthur...?

Flower: gerber daisies are cute, fusia flowers are exotic, lillies are pretty, magnolias smell good, roses are classic, take your pick

Shoe Brand: AE corderoys, Annie!

Subject in school: music...seriously, i enjoy math even though it's one of my worst subjects....i like being basically organized and orderly

Color: green

TV show: trading spaces...but even that gets old

Movie: braveheart, ten things i hate about you, wild hearts can't be broken, Lord of the Rings, Josh Hartnett

Holiday: Christmas, so many memories made and to be made

Book: i don't really like reading...but All the King's Men was good...Huckleberry Finn was too

Vacationing Spot: um....beach, a nice one

TV Station: 33 TLC

IN AND AROUND

The CD Player: self-titled by sublimeenya

Person you talk most on the phone with: Lisa or Lyndi or Diana!

Ever taken a cab? first time in Germany- not bad- actually, it was quite exciting

Do you regularly check yourself out in store windows and mirrors? "it's always so disappointing"...agreed

What color is your bedroom? yellow- i hate my room cause it's so busy and i just get all the reject stuff cause i'm in the basement, however, that makes a good place for a party

Do you use an alarm clock? yes

Name one thing you are obsessed with: not being annoying

Have you ever skinny-dipped with the opposite sex? no

Window seat or aisle? used to be window, but lately it's changed to aisle cause it's really not a cramped and you can see outside over the other person's shoulder anyway

LA LA LAND

What's your sleeping position? whatever's comfortable at the time

What kind of bed do you like? i don't really care....as long as it's not a cot

Do you snore? no

Do you sleepwalk? no

Do you talk in your sleep? rarely, although whenever i do, i wake myself up because i can hear myself- i'm a light sleeper i guess

Do you sleep with a stuffed animals? no

WHICH IS BETTER?

Coke or Pepsi? coke- related to the woodruffs-yeah buddy! southerner at heart

Apples or Oranges? depends

One pillow or two? how big is the bed?

Deaf or blind? thank God I don't have to pick

Blondes or brunettes? don't know until i find the "right one"

TV or radio? depends again

Tic-Tacs or Certs? tic-tacs- they have a kind of marshmallow-y taste to them at first

Snooze button or jump out of bed? well, I have this system set to where I set my alarm earlier so i can press the snooze button but keep half-sleeping so that i'm waking up but making sure i'm not falling back to sleep at the same time

Sunrise or Sunset? sunsets seem to be much more colorful and convenient

Hamburger or Cheeseburger? cheeseburger

Morning or night? don't mind either one

Indoors or outdoors? both, i like being clean though

Cake or ice cream? depends on the flavor

Bert or Ernie? they're a pair

Spicy or Mild? mild most of the time, some things could use a little spicing up at times

Spearmint or Peppermint? spearmint

Call or Write? call usually, getting letters is fun thought too- STEPHEN- hint hint

Peanut Butter or Jelly? jelly goes on more things and is sweeter

Dog or Cat? cat, but dogs are nicer most of the time

Book or movie? movie

Red or Green apples? green, red ones are too gritty

Rain or Snow? rain refreshes better...snow's too cold and is only nice for a time

Subject: (optional)

Wed, 12 May 2004 04:58:50 GMT

Tonight was so much fun! Dance concert, Shake 'n Bake- slash- Steak 'n Shake, and Mell's partaay...I can sing-yay! And Annie, I finally beat you with the same song! yes!

Dance concert=incredibly amazingly invaluably fantastically rediculously awesomely crazily neato-cheeto on my freeto

Um....wow... Somehow, I think I'm the one getting on some people's nerves...sorry, but just like the rest of everyone, I'm gonna drop it and get on to having fun...hopefully with everyone + some who has ever considered me a friend or just someone enjoyable to be with...

Call me!

Toodles!

scratch that- bye!

Mon, 10 May 2004 04:32:32 GMT

I'm not sure where I want to go with this entry or where I should go and not go...it's kind of like that Bible verse in Ephesians or something about doing what you don't want to do and not doing what you want to do...hm...

Been thinkin' about a lot lately- of course! What everything comes down to is that in the depths of my heart and mind and everything deeper that I don't even know about, I want to be more godly...like, I feel that I'm just made to be a convicted Christian. Think about it: my entire extended family consists of strong southern Presbyterians, I have a strong conscience, etc. The struggle, however, is that I want to be "cool" and "fit in" to the world. I wish it weren't a decision...maybe it's not...the Bible does hint around striving living in the world but not of it...

I apologized to my Dad today for being a jerkface...I felt awful last night after refusing to speak to him on the way home because he didn't pick me up from the right place at Diana's house and then going downstairs to find a card from him with words from The Lord Bless You and Keep You and the sweetest note inside...plus, I refused to dance with him tonight at the party only to late discover that everyone was dancing with her father...I love him, but just like me, he can get quite annoying...

I am so critical of myself right now, and no matter what any of you may say, I think I should be...I think it's because I know I should be acting in a more uplifting manner than I have been...I've been following my mind rather than my heart, I think...it's that whole living in the world but not of the world concept...

All the relationships that have seemed awkward have been made twice as awkward because of my own desires and paranoyances (if that's a word...you catch my drift)...the truth is that we all need friends who love us enough to call randomly just to check up and to keep in touch and who care about us enough to look out for us, giving sometimes unwanted advice and other times some needed reassurance...

Talking to my sister the other night, I asked how to let things go. Some things seem insignificant until letting them go...and even in your mind, sometimes things that are small are even hard to let go and just burden your heart more than expected...Part of the key, I guess, is not expecting...but I think I sometimes subconciously expect things to happen in certain ways...my motto used to be "go with the flow"...part of that used to involve being more reserved, but that got annoying- being quiet all the time, that is...so as I started breaking out of that shell, I guess I somewhere in there began expecting to get more in return...when I was quieter, I wasn't giving as much, so I suppose I didn't expect to get much in return...Sharing more of myself with the world should be a gift, I suppose...it's nice to get gifts in return every once in a while, but giving a gift doesn't guarantee a reward...

So, in conclusion, I would like to say thanks to all of you who have given me a little bit of extra attention, insight, advice, and a little piece of your world (gushy mushy tushy, I know, but I mean it!). Goodnight, and I'll be seeing y'all at all the million parties we have going on this week!

Oops! Did I do that?

Thu, 06 May 2004 18:36:38 GMT

What stupid celebrity are you destined to kill? by daydreamer8852
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You killed
With a
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Dude, what happened?

Thu, 06 May 2004 03:45:23 GMT

So when did I become a complete stupid jerkface?

I feel like most of my what-I-thought-were-good-friendships just keep getting completely rejected, maybe I'm not picking the right people for me. I used to be so good at making good close friends...maybe God's punishing me...what the freakin' heck?

Summer hook-ups? Don't become sluts people, but still have fun...

I'm such a jerk to everyone. I don't care what you say, I'm going to figure out what to do to get my attitude back to the way it was a few years back, that good love-everybody 'TUDE.

Goodnight!

Bum Chum

Tue, 04 May 2004 14:23:10 GMT

Done with the Final Important Exams of High School

I'm sitting in Askew computer lab waiting for a ride home thinking about how great it feels to never have to speak French again...but...I think I kind of like speaking in French...mixed emotions...oh well...what the heck...yay!

Thanks for those of you who called me the other day and others that just wanted to talk to me...Thanks for your patience...hm...that's funny, I just wrote and essay on the French exam about how you don't see friendships coming, and building friendships takes time, patience, and risks. You always have the risk of losing someone you love once you accept that you love them...(darnit! I keep reminding myself of things that have gone on this year...I'm really liking this entry and how it's just a stream of consciousness! woot! did I just say that?)

Allimuffins and I went to Starbucks the day before yesterday and had the nastiest most gut-wrenching coffee/milk/cream/CRAP ever! But at least it was only $1.45...actually, that was kind of expensive for the drink and for getting laughed at by the workers whom I asked why the cup was only half full when I had just ordered basically two shots of expresso...oh well...Anyway, yay on getting back on good terms...not that we were ever on bad terms, but things are much more comfortable now...

On the way home, my mom made me pump the gas...it was my first time...stupid machines...I'm getting a chauffer...anyone willing?

I had a great time this weekend with my sister...we laughed and cracked jokes about how sassy we are...you actors might better understand, but I think it's basically easy for anyone to experience...you have to understand that my sister and I are probably the two most self-conscious people ever...kind of...she is more than I am...which is pretty bad I guess...but she's like ten million times cooler than I am...anyway, when we get together we sometimes like to goof around with our alter-egos, if you will...aka: being sassy and self-absorbed and self-righteous, etc...

EWWWWWWWWW!!!!!!!!!!I was just looking for a new icon...I hate porn!...Germany and Westminster???...it's attacking me everywhere I go!

I haven't started studying for any exams yet, other than the couple of hours I put in for French and Bible...oh well...what that heck...yay...it's almost over...sad...awesome...mood swings=ah!

Goodluck and much much much love!

Done with First of Final Exams of High School

Mon, 03 May 2004 14:11:26 GMT

I'm sitting in Askew computer lab waiting for a ride home thinking about how great it feels to never have to speak French again...but...I think I kind of like speaking in French...mixed emotions...oh well...what the heck...yay!

Thanks for those of you who called me the other day and others that just wanted to talk to me...Thanks for your patience...hm...that's funny, I just wrote and essay on the exam about how you don't see friendships coming, and building friendships takes time, patience, and risks. You always have the risk of losing someone you love once you accept that you love them...(darnit! I keep reminding myself of things that have gone on this year...I'm really liking this entry and how it's just a stream of consciousness! woot! did I just say that?)

Allimuffins and I went to Starbucks yesterday and had the nastiest most gut-wrenching coffee/milk/cream/CRAP ever! But at least it was only $1.45...actually, that was kind of expensive for the drink and for getting laughed at by the workers whom I asked why the cup was only half full when I had just ordered basically two shots of expresso...oh well...Anyway, yay on getting back on good terms...not that we were ever on bad terms, but things are much more comfortable now...

On the way home, my mom made me pump the gas...it was my first time...stupid machines...I'm getting a chauffer...anyone willing?

I had a great time this weekend with my sister...we laughed and cracked jokes about how sassy we are...you actors might better understand, but I think it's basically easy for anyone to experience...you have to understand that my sister and I are probably the two most self-conscious people ever...kind of...she is more than I am...which is pretty bad I guess...but she's like ten million times cooler than I am...anyway, when we get together we sometimes like to goof around with our alter-egos, if you will...aka: being sassy and self-absorbed and self-righteous, etc...

EWWWWWWWWW!!!!!!!!!!I was just looking for a new icon...I hate porn!...Germany and Westminster???...it's attacking me everywhere I go!

I haven't started studying for any exams yet, other than the three hours I put in for French last night and this morning...hmm...oh well...what that heck...yay...it's almost over...sad...awesome...mood swings=ah!

Goodluck and much much much love!

Oh, does anybody know the website for the formal prom pictures?

Sun, 02 May 2004 03:12:40 GMT

The Spring Concert went sooooooo well...yay...I'm soooooo mad! I've got to confront someone eventually...good friends, talk to me...it's all the same ole same ole, so if you're not annoyed by me yet please call me so I can get some good advice or just all of my venting out if that's possible...

Anyway! Much love! G'night!

Thu, 29 Apr 2004 01:43:13 GMT

Yay, Bible is basically done! The Rose is getting better! I loooooove Diana! Things feel so weird right now...I'm happy but soooo sad at the same time, so much that I walk around school ignoring people or just thinking so hard about so many things that I'm going to miss or that I regret that when I want to be happy or I want to be approachable I have an aloof air about me...What I really need instead of people staying away are hugs.

I was thinking about the same depressing stuff about ending the career high school tonight...thank goodness I was in the shower cuase nobody could hear me...I was thinking about giving Mr. Morris a present at the end of the year from the chorale and what not and thinking about what I would say if I were the one presenting the gift. I think it would go something like, "For all the tears you've cried when you made us sound incredible, here's a gift and the tears I owe you..." sappy, but true....then I started crying.....man, I can't think about this stuff....the closer the end of the year comes, the more I feel insignificant...like the world keeps on going with out me, the people I love to hang out with are already forgetting me...I'm missing them already...but we've got a lot ahead of us, eh?

Mon, 26 Apr 2004 16:47:05 GMT

Watch out Grant!

Mon, 26 Apr 2004 16:34:59 GMT

My life freakin' sucks!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Last night, I found out the beach trip wouldn't work, and I embarassed my mom in the act. Justin's mom had called and my mom didn't know anything aobut the details and told me to check to see if we, as students, were even old enough to rent it...sure enough, you have to be 25 or accompanied by a parent! I want to go to the freakin' beach!

Roe ignores me...I'm not good enough or something...I'm not surprised cause I'm always depressed and boring or weird...

Math grades suck...

History sucks as well...do I have a test on Monday? Yes...and have I read for the last month? no...

Do I have to present my Bible thing two days early because Laycock didn't show up for the second time he had to do his? yes! Screw him and doc rob and my life.

Do we have three days left? um...sure...what the heck...

PS...lunch sucks too

Very Interesting

Thu, 22 Apr 2004 16:55:18 GMT

Disorder	Rating
Paranoid:	Low
Schizoid:	Low
Schizotypal:	Low
Antisocial:	Low
Borderline:	Low
Histrionic:	Low
Narcissistic:	Low
Avoidant:	Moderate
Dependent:	Low
Obsessive-Compulsive:	Low
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Sun, 18 Apr 2004 16:45:22 GMT

I'll be first to say that Prom 2004 was incredible!
-sweet ass babe
-south city KITCHEN
-free "virgin" drinks- yummy!
-boneless/not chicken
-squid tenticles
-"We can do this the easy way, or we can do this the hard way"
-"Use protection" (that was uncalled for!)
-stephen's power and control at the wheel
-road kill
-WAHO (this is redic)
-Amelia's
-The Princess Bride
-Reality Sketchy Show Place

Have a happy Sunday!